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Warning : Youtube overload ahead.

Ok, and after much hesitation and made-up excuses,yesterday I finally went Zumba-ing :-) Part of the hesitation is because I’m a total kayu when it comes to dancing. I can do aerobics, I did Les Mills’ BODYATTACK™, BODYJAM™ and BODYSTEP™ before but from what I’ve seen on Youtube, Zumba is more on the Dance part. And I’ve said it before, kayu. I find it very difficult to move my legs and hands at the same time. Rhythm-deaf. Apa lagi mo Shimmy. *sigh* Jadi sa malu-malu meow sikit la.. anyway, since I’m not doing anything close to exercises these days, I’d better join and learn some dancing. Lagipun, I can bring my kids along. Under 12 F.O.C :-) Where? Zumba Fitness With Joyce & Nancy at Donggongon Library every Tuesday & Thursday, 6:30pm :-) so, Joyce, now I got 1 free class kan? 😛 hehehe

oops! sorry, I digress.

Have you ever seen the Gummy Bear song on Youtube? That song [as well as all the other songs sang by the green gummy bear and the green gummy bear itself] is very annoying, but strangely catchy I found myself singing to that song while driving in my car! Total weirdness!

Oh I’m a gummy bear, yes I’m a gummy bear..

My kids, especially my son watch the Gummy Bear video every day. From the Gummy Bear Song, to the Spanish version

Then comes Nuki Nuki Nuki, Sweeter than a cookie..

The day before yesterday, I heard the Cho Ka Ka O..

Honestly, when I first heard the Cho Ka Ka O, I thought it was Susu Kau or Suka Kau 😉

Yesterday, heard another song

And today on my way to work, suddenly I realized I’m singing Bubble Bubble Up, Bubble Bubble Up, Bubble Bubble Bubble Up, Blup Blup Blup Blup Blup Blup Blup..

Aduh.. ganjil!

So, have you watched all the videos yet? You’d have to agree with me that it is annoying kan? but then again, less annoying and the face is less disgusting than the Crazy Frog Ring Ding Ding, don’t you think so?

While writing this post, I stumbled upon a video where kids are dancing to the Gummy Bear song.. quite nice.. the steps are very very easy.

Looks like Zin Mommy is going to have a mini Zumba Session with her Zumba Family later this evening. Zumba Family Members being Ellone, Xavier & Cherry 😀

So, unconsciously singing along to Gummt Bear now? 😛

3 O’Clock in the Morning, 3 days into 2012

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Hello people yang sedang dibuai mimpi.. :-)

I couldn’t sleep so i thought, i’d better write something to welcome 2012 into thevoicewithin.net

earlier today, i was thinking of going to work tomorrow later today, but since kejadiannya begini.. to avoid being zombie-like the whole day, decided to postpone my niat murni to perhaps this Thursday.. heheh.. yes people, my christmas cum new year leave is until Thursday.. cuti sakan nampaknya ya..

sa tau ramai yang memaki-maki sbb sistem elnpt yg saya buat tu buruk.. i could list down hundreds of reason why, but then again, let’s start the new year with no excuses, okaiiii… i’m guessing my office phone has hit the 99 (or is it 100??) missed-calls for quite a number of times already…

apa ble buat lah.. tunggu ja la kamu aa.. due date 6hb pun, tatap kana extend punya tu.. sampai bulan 12 pun ada tu.. hahaha..

come to think of it, sa punya elnpt pun blm submit.. since i couldn’t sleep anyway, bagus bikin laa.. sementara masih ingat…

bah, toodles!

[Updated at 3:50 a.m] : woopsie!! rupanya elnpt non-academic suda tutup.. tettt….!!

New Template

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Since everyone i know are changing their blog template for the new year, yours truly decided to join in the fun and end up with this simple one. i decided that this is my current favourite and i’m going to stick with it for a while.

still in the process of ‘renovating’ of course, so please forgive me for the mess. if your blog is not in my blogroll yet, don’t worry. it will be there in a few days time. if by February it is still not there, pls remind me ya…

i wanted to continue with the all the editings BUT i didnt realize it’s already past midnight – in fact, it;s already 1:00 a.m!!! no wonder i was soooo sleepy a few moments ago, but now i’m quite wide awake – but then again i had to go to sleep, otherwise, i’ll have to find another reason on why i’m late (again) tomorrow… damn! i’m tempted to take emergency leave tomorrow – oops! rephrased : later today – but i have just made another resolution kunun for the new year which is… to have at least 5 annual leave to bring fwd to next year!

ok peeps… time to hit the sack! btw, how do you like my new template???

My Birthday Present

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No no no no no! Don’t wish me Happy Birthday yet! You there, zip it! No singing Happy Birthday yet! My birthday is still more than a month away BUT hubby has already ‘bought’ me a present. And mind you, i know he loves me very much but believe it or not, he never gave me presents on my birthday if i didn’t ask for anything! he’s not the kind of guy who suprise you on your birthday with an unexpected birthday gift. So, this year, i asked him for this birthday present and he has already ‘bought’ it!

Curious to know what?

This, ladies and gentlemen, is my Birthday Present



i can see some of you laughing, oh and i saw you there with that smirk on your face. well, you guys can laugh all you want. obviously, you don’t get it. oh and you over there, i saw a big question mark on your head.

now, let me explain, ok? while some of you might think this is an absurd idea, for me, this is the perfect Birthday Present ever.


of course i didn’t ask for a 3 days 2 nights stay at Tunes Hotel! That’s ridiculous! For God’s sake, i’m staying in Penampang and 1Borneo is within a walking distance from the place i work. you must be wondering, why i didn’t choose some 5 star hotel like Rasa Ria or Nexus?

am i nuts?

no, i’m not.

what i had actually asked for is a 12 hours un-interrupted sleep / me-time  got it? the main point is 12 hours un-interrupted sleep / me-time and not 3 days 2 nights stay at Tunes Hotel.

and why Tunes Hotel, 1Borneo? Because… it’s cheap. see? 3 days and 2 nights for RM100.48 only! FYI, i’m not even going to spend the night there. or anywhere else without my hubby & kids so i’m not spending RM1K for a place that i won’t even spend the night in. the plan is, i will check in on the 8th and go home. The next day, at about 6:00 a.m or 7:00 a.m, i’ll go to the hotel and start my 12 hours un-interrupted sleep / me-time! and i’ll go home after 12:00 hours is up. will check out the next day. see??? rather than leaving my kids to go to some fancy resort for an un-interrupted time for myself, i can just go somewhere near to my workplace and relax. i’m pretty sure it will only feels like going to work – but instead of working, i’ll be sleeping (zzzz…..) and when i couldn’t sleep anymore, maybe i’ll read a book. btw, will be taking a day off on that particular day.

and why un-interrupted sleep / me-time? well, if you’re not a mother yet, you wouldn’t understand. but mothers that have 2 [or more] kids below the age of 3 would definitely understand why sometimes we, mothers [and also wife + career woman + in my case : a student ] longed for some time for ourselves. maybe some of you don’t but i do. really really really do it feels like i might go insane if i don’t! i may sound selfish here for wanting an un-interrupted time, but is it wrong to ask for 12 hrs out of the almost 4 years of not having the time for yourself?

p/s : do not call me on that day, i’m going turn off my handphone!

It’s not over

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isn’t life ironic?

just when i have just gone over the top with online shopping in this entry, i’m now facing the worst nightmare of an online shopper, the very kind of thing that puts aspiring online shoppers off.

paypal account is still frozen. all funds are on hold. 1st they asked for a copy of photo id and utility bill. then, a few days later, they sent me another email asking me for further informations.

1) A full description of the item that was purchased, and the value of the
item. If the payment was for a service, please describe the service purchased.
2) Please provide information regarding any relationship or business
affiliation that you have with the above party(ies). 
3) We would like to obtain as much information as possible about the above transaction(s), including any email correspondence between you and the buyer, in order to expedite this investigation.

sent all the required infos last Friday and today, got another email

Dear Leyana Mesyel Matimbun ,
We have received  the documents of explanation. Thank you for your

After reviewing your account, it appears that you have participated in
behavior that could be reasonably suspected of potentially illegal
activity. We ask that you immediately discontinue Foreign Currency exchange through your account unless you are receiving payment for goods or services and can provide sufficient evidence including, but not limited to, verifiable tracking information for such purchases.

This is your written warning. If you continue to engage in such behavior,
your account may be terminated. We appreciate your cooperation.

But we are sorry that your account access limitation cannot be lifted at
this time. We need more information.

***To resolve your limitation effectively,  please complete all the
following steps in one time.***

1.We will review your PayPal account, there is no need to provide document to us.

I am sorry that we cannot lift your account until your counter party
8@yahoo.cominsert domain onlyhad resolved his/her limitation case(s).
The transactions with this counter party include:

When the limitation in your counter party had resolved, please contact us to review the limitation in your account.

We sincerely sorry for the inconvenience that had caused you.

OWH MANNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so the fate of my paypal account with almost RM800 worth of funds is now in the hand of the @$$**LE paypal-fund-seller. who keeps saying that RM800 is nothing compared to RM3K that he lost. And he refused to refund the money saying that it’s not him that is holding the fund, it’s paypal!

He said he was told to wait for 180 days for his account to be released and until then, the fund he transferred to me earlier [USD225] will be put on hold!


I’m beginning to hate all these. Exciting new experience my @$$!

Maybe it’s me

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Taken from Facebook status : Mimi is currently pissed off with paypal.


*no mood to write properly. will only write in point form*


a friend asked for help to buy something from the internet that requires paypal as method of payment


tried to pay using paypal, paypal keep displaying the card that was already removed from the list with no other option

keep trying for almost half-day, only found out in the evening that the current card hasn’t been linked & confirmed by paypal yet and had already exceed the [paypal] spending limit.


look for ppl who wants to sell paypal fund [yeah… and i did asked from some of you]

finally found one, bought USD 225, made the payment via maybank2u and sent an email to the paypal seller in the morning

worry the whole morning coz didn’t hear anything from the paypal seller until afternoon

finally saw him online, go and chat with him but i think he has mistaken me for somebody else, keep saying something about some form that needs to be scanned and sent to [supposedly] me – which kinda a pissed me off also, but said nothing

at about 3 o’clock in the afternoon, send me an email saying he couldn’t transfer the paypal fund coz his paypal account is frozen

at about 4.30, feel worried so asked my cousin for help to transfer fund from his paypal account by credit card. he agreed but before he sent it, i thought i should asked the paypal seller to refund my money.

he’s still online so i went to chat with him and the conversation went like this:

me : hi, regarding the paypal fund… [i’m not finished yet, he immediately answered]

paypal seller : i send now

me : eh? they unfreeze your account already?

paypal seller : got another account

me : owh… *dumbfounded*

thanked my cousin for wanting to help but i said no need to transfer coz prob solved.

the seller transferred USD220 only, USD5 short. told him, he said will send the balance soon. after half an hour, checked paypal account, funds were already available.

immediately paid for the something and felt utter bliss for finally completing pending transaction.

had quite a good nite sleep. [thought the nightmare is over]


out of office until afternoon.

came back, checked email. surprised and totally upset for receiving 4 emails from paypal saying that my account has been frozen, they are currently investigating (2 emails about this) and transaction was put on hold [the buying of my friend’s something]. OWH MANNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

luckily already informed the seller about the problems i had with paypal earlier, so she told me that she’ll wait. Bless her for being so understanding and so patient.

for investigation purposes, paypal asked for a copy of my ic and a copy of recent utility bill bearing the address that i registered with them. sent. only hope they understand that BGN is the short form of BANGUNAN.

i do understand that it is their security measures, but i couldn’t help being all pissed off because i know i’m the only one handling my accounts right now and i’m 100% sure there are no frauds or what so ever. ok, maybe there are some ‘suspicious activities’ for the past few days, but rest assured all those ‘suspicious activities’ are done by me!

OMG! This is by far my worst online shopping experience ever! And it’s not even for me!

But may be it’s me bah.. if i had confirmed all my cards with paypal before, none of this would have happened, kan?


and i do hope so

The Optical Story

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I’m the eldest of 5 siblings – I have 3 brothers and a sister.

My sister and one of my brothers wear glasses. During the school holidays last August, my sister came to visit and told me that she need a new pair of glasses. Actually, she was thinking of getting contact lenses but my dad doesn’t approve of contact lenses because he have heard so many horror stories about it. So I brought my sister to 1Borneo and there are lots and lots of optical store, but my sister was having a hard time to decide which one to choose because she doesn’t really like what she saw. Although there are many stores, most of them are offering more or less the same design. The nicer glasses of course are more costly. After quite some time, she finally made up her mind on a pair, but I’m not sure whether she’s satisfied with her choice. But then again, she has to because I was the one who paid for them.

When my brother found out that sister has new glasses, he told me that he wanted to have new glasses too. So, he came to KK, brought him to 1Borneo and he also spent quite a long time to decide on which pair to choose. When he finally decided on a pair, I can see that he’s not that satisfied with it, but he bought it anyway.

Wouldn’t it be nice if I’d known about ZenniOptical.com earlier. Shopping for my brother’s and sister’s glasses would be so much easier! Being an online shopper, I would definitely order from this website because they do take international orders, as long as your credit cards billing information and shipping information are the same.

ZenniOptical.com offers a wide range of Stylish Prescription Eyeglasses, from as low as $8 per pair! They offered varieties of frames, rimless to full rim and also lens such as single vision, sunsensor (potochromic), tinted sunglasses, bifocal, progressive, etc. They have also categorize their glasses to Children’s Frames, Women’s Fashion and Men’s Classics so that you can easily navigate and browse all the glasses. Besides offering a huge selections of eyeglasses, their website also has informations on RX terms, how to choose a frame and on lens/materials which I found very informative. ZenniOptical.com has received positive reports and even the popular U.S. talk radio host of the program The Clark Howard Show recommended them.

If I am wearing glasses, I think I’d buy this one


This is 4937 Stainless Steel Half-Rim Frame with Acetate Temples and cost about $29.95 and if I have extra money to spare, I might consider this one. This is a 3754 Rimless Pure Titanium Frame.


This particular frame design has 4 different colors to choose from.


Really love the frame design! So0ooo…. stylish!

I know my brother and sister would have loved these glasses from ZenniOptical.com. Don’t you feel like getting one for yourself too? I heard that new frames have just arrived…

Just For Fun

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-Disclaimer Starts-

This entry is done just for fun. Whoever terasa DILARANG MARAH TETAPI MESTI KETAWA BERSAMA-SAMA. If you happen to be the boss, sorry, let’s just pretend i didn’t do this during office hour. You have to forgive us anyway, nx week will be Raya and Raya is the time to forgive and forget, rightttt????

-Disclaimer Ends-

Next week, more than half of the office will be on Raya leave. so naturally, everyone is already on cuti-cuti mode. malas suda mo buat kerja. si kicik, perhaps practicing on her creative thinking skill came up with a brilliant idea.

trippin.overyou: mari kita buat nickname baru

Mesyel Matimbun: apa?

Mesyel Matimbun: nickname untuk?

trippin.overyou: nickname utk call around di ofis

trippin.overyou: tapi guna character disney

Mesyel Matimbun: sya tau

Mesyel Matimbun: yg suka berkicau tu sya panggil mickey mouse

trippin.overyou: nickname utk kita ba,utk call di ofis

Mesyel Matimbun: oooo

trippin.overyou: cam kalo ada org call cari ko, trus sy panggil, "goofy, call utk ko!"

Mesyel Matimbun:

trippin.overyou: camtu

Mesyel Matimbun: SOT

trippin.overyou: siok tu

Mesyel Matimbun: jadi sya goofy la?

Mesyel Matimbun: ** yg ngam goofy

trippin.overyou: example la baaaa

trippin.overyou: iya ** goofy, ok kompem

trippin.overyou: ko mo apa?

Mesyel Matimbun: sya mau snow white

trippin.overyou: emm..

trippin.overyou: cam panjang mo panggil

Mesyel Matimbun: 2 syllable saja pun

Mesyel Matimbun: mcm goofy juga

trippin.overyou: cancel la character disney, guna nama superhero

trippin.overyou: ok sy mo batman

trippin.overyou: jgn ambil la

Mesyel Matimbun: ok… sya joker

Mesyel Matimbun: yg heath ledger aa

trippin.overyou: ok, batman joker booked

trippin.overyou: tapi joker bukan superhero laaaa

Mesyel Matimbun: lilian apa? catwoman?

Mesyel Matimbun: ihhhh…….

Mesyel Matimbun: nle juga bah tu

Mesyel Matimbun: *ble

trippin.overyou: invisible woman la lilian

trippin.overyou: akun juga sy panggil walopun pjg

Mesyel Matimbun:

trippin.overyou: ba pasni,jgn panggil sy ebs aaa

Mesyel Matimbun: ok ok sya tau sya apa

trippin.overyou: apa

Mesyel Matimbun: alah… mcm byk pilihan

Mesyel Matimbun: ok, sya claire

trippin.overyou: superhero ka tu

Mesyel Matimbun: ya bah

Mesyel Matimbun: cuba ko tanya malai

trippin.overyou: eeee

Mesyel Matimbun: apa power c claire bilang

trippin.overyou: mesti yg dari marvel comic ja ba

Mesyel Matimbun: ok ok

Mesyel Matimbun: sya rogue la

trippin.overyou: susah mo sebut

Mesyel Matimbun: rog

Mesyel Matimbun: isy cancel la

Mesyel Matimbun: bida

trippin.overyou: teda unsur2 komersil tapi sukati ko la

Mesyel Matimbun: jap sya cari dulu

Mesyel Matimbun: sya pi blogthings dulu

trippin.overyou: ba

trippin.overyou: kak lin superwoman

Mesyel Matimbun: sya mo buat tu quiz dulu yg what superhero tu

trippin.overyou: tu pun ba…ba take ur time

Mesyel Matimbun: supaya ngam sama sya punya personality

trippin.overyou: ingat a pasni panggil sy batman

Mesyel Matimbun: hmmm

Mesyel Matimbun: sya kuat2 panggil

trippin.overyou: ba cepat la kasi nick ko supaya sy boleh panggil balik

Mesyel Matimbun: Nah kannnnn

Mesyel Matimbun: sya sudah buat tu quiz

trippin.overyou: trus?

Mesyel Matimbun: Which of the X-Men Are You?

Mesyel Matimbun: trus

You Are Rogue

You’re reluctantly special. In fact, you long to be normal.
You consider your powers to be a curse, and something you can’t control.
Powers: absorbing other people’s memories and abilities, weakening and killing people with your touch

Mesyel Matimbun: You Are Rogue

Mesyel Matimbun: You’re reluctantly special. In fact, you long to be normal.
You consider your powers to be a curse, and something you can’t control.

Powers: absorbing other people’s memories and abilities, weakening and killing people with your touch

Mesyel Matimbun: wow!!!

Mesyel Matimbun: awsomer than batman

trippin.overyou: MANA TU KUZI?

trippin.overyou: *KUIZ

Mesyel Matimbun: http://www.blogthings.com/whichofthexmenareyouquiz/outcome.php

Mesyel Matimbun: oops…

Mesyel Matimbun: itu result sya

Mesyel Matimbun: kijap

Mesyel Matimbun: ini http://www.blogthings.com/whichofthexmenareyouquiz/

trippin.overyou: sy try sy punya lu

trippin.overyou: ala iceman

trippin.overyou: bida juga

Mesyel Matimbun:

Mesyel Matimbun:

Mesyel Matimbun: hmm… ngam juga

Mesyel Matimbun: always cool maa

trippin.overyou: sy stick wit batwan ja

trippin.overyou: *batman

Mesyel Matimbun: bah… mana2 ja la

trippin.overyou: ok kompem batman, ko?

Mesyel Matimbun: ntah la

Mesyel Matimbun: blm decide lagi

Mesyel Matimbun: inda best juga tu rogue

Mesyel Matimbun: rog – ol

Mesyel Matimbun:

trippin.overyou: heheheh

trippin.overyou: scary oo rog

Mesyel Matimbun: gini la

Mesyel Matimbun: ko dulu la aa

Mesyel Matimbun: napa bila sya tulis ROG

Mesyel Matimbun: sya terimagine binatang yg mcm rhino

Mesyel Matimbun: tp yg ganas

Mesyel Matimbun: oya mcm itu kungfu panda punya prison guard

trippin.overyou: sy imagine guni

trippin.overyou: ntah la..rog

Mesyel Matimbun: ol

Mesyel Matimbun: ewww

trippin.overyou: hehe

Mesyel Matimbun: sya fikir2 dulu la

Mesyel Matimbun: ko dulu la jd batman aa

trippin.overyou: ba

trippin.overyou: ohya, tukar lg

trippin.overyou: iceman la

Mesyel Matimbun: so klu bos cari ko

Mesyel Matimbun: batman! bos panggil

trippin.overyou: ya tp iceman

Mesyel Matimbun: ooo… iceman ka?

Mesyel Matimbun: ok ok

Mesyel Matimbun: iceman! bos panggi;

Mesyel Matimbun: *panggil

trippin.overyou: sbb batman cam kluang man plak,low standard

Mesyel Matimbun: icemen pula mcm aisehmen

Mesyel Matimbun:

trippin.overyou: hehehe

Mesyel Matimbun: bah, apa la ygko mau?

Mesyel Matimbun: keluangman?

trippin.overyou: ok, ni muktamad aaa

trippin.overyou: sy mau…

trippin.overyou: cyclops!

trippin.overyou: muktamad, teda prubahan smpai pencen

Mesyel Matimbun: cyclops bukan yg monster 1 mata ka?

Mesyel Matimbun: ok la ok la

Mesyel Matimbun: mystique

trippin.overyou: inda pa, janji sedap sebut

Mesyel Matimbun: sya mystique

trippin.overyou: ok ko mistik

Mesyel Matimbun: cuba ko pi google

Mesyel Matimbun: cari image cyclops

trippin.overyou: kajap

Mesyel Matimbun: yang ada tanduk tu kiut

trippin.overyou: lain juga 1 mata

Mesyel Matimbun: yg hijau2 sikit ada tanduk tu


trippin.overyou: cisss

Mesyel Matimbun:

trippin.overyou: lawa2 lagi kunun image mystique tu

Mesyel Matimbun: of korrrssssss

trippin.overyou: ada ka kak lin mo pussycat!

trippin.overyou: ada ka superhero pussycat?

Mesyel Matimbun: hahhh???

Mesyel Matimbun: mana dia dpt tu?

trippin.overyou: ntah…eee

trippin.overyou: pastu mo shrek pulak

Mesyel Matimbun:

Mesyel Matimbun: mangkali dia ingat masi lagi disney

Mesyel Matimbun: tp shrek bukan disney

Mesyel Matimbun:

Mesyel Matimbun: malai mo tau napa

trippin.overyou: suda sy kestau

trippin.overyou: dia pun pilih2 lu

Mesyel Matimbun: ble ka sya blog kita punya chat script ni

trippin.overyou: ba

trippin.overyou: sy suruh kak lin ambik hulk

Mesyel Matimbun: tp terpaksa ada unnecessary censorship ooo

Mesyel Matimbun: apa hulk hogan?

Mesyel Matimbun:

trippin.overyou: mo censor apa juga

Mesyel Matimbun: nanti ada yg marah

Mesyel Matimbun: sebab mula2 mo kana panggil goofy

Mesyel Matimbun:

trippin.overyou: owh…si **

trippin.overyou: ba berkuatkuasa lepas raya

Mesyel Matimbun: ko rasa dia pandai marah ka tu

trippin.overyou: berkuatkuasa lepas raya,mesti panggil nick

Mesyel Matimbun: ok

Mesyel Matimbun: sya mystique aa

Mesyel Matimbun: confirm

trippin.overyou: ok ok

trippin.overyou: ko censor ja la part goofy tu

trippin.overyou: oh ya,jgn lupa kasi link di blog sy ah

Mesyel Matimbun: klu sya censor nama ja?

trippin.overyou: bulih juga

trippin.overyou: tapi inda juga ba dia marah tuu

Mesyel Matimbun: tulis disclaimer

Mesyel Matimbun: dilarang marah

trippin.overyou: ya, dia inda bulih la marah kalo suda ada disclaimer

trippin.overyou: dia kan taat sama disclaimer

Mesyel Matimbun: ya

Mesyel Matimbun: klu sya kasi title Just For Fun ok ka?

trippin.overyou: ok,jgn la ba risau tul,blog ko juga

trippin.overyou: sukati ko mo tulis apa sana

trippin.overyou: tinggi juga trafik tu

trippin.overyou: cuba tinguk status ym kami


Mesyel Matimbun: so, kak lin phoenix la kunun?

trippin.overyou: yup2

Mesyel Matimbun: mmm… ok la tu

trippin.overyou: fi-nix

Mesyel Matimbun: ok

Mesyel Matimbun: nickname accepted


And that’s all the entertainment for the evening, and i’d like to wish everyone


Pink – So What.mp3

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a few weeks back, one of my friends in friendster posted a bulletin cursing someone for being so s*ndal, stole someone’s husband, had an affair until that s*ndal person got knocked-up and had a baby girl who is now a few months old.

then, a few days ago, i stumbled upon an old friend’s blog (a different friend ya, not the one i mention above). she wrote about her heartbreak, how her husband cheated on her, about all the pain she felt… and suddenly all the puzzle pieces fall into place. i was like… OMG!!! that s*ndal person stole my friend’s husband!!!! Memang jalang sungguh perempuan yg s*ndal itu!!! and the husband is also a pig! Biggest jerk in the whole world!!! i mean, how could he??? how could they do this to her (my friend)??!!! why???? after all she’s been through, all her sacrifice, all her love for him and this is how he repays her? this is how he appreciate all the sacrifice she made for him? I wish i know the answers for all those questions so that i can comfort her. He is supposed to be her guide, after what he has turned her into, but he left her instead!

i’ve known her since i was in primary school. being a few years older than i, i admire her very much. i had a great respect for her because she is one of the rare people who is good in everything she do. oh, wait! let me rephrase that. She’s superbly great in whatever she do! She’s what you would call an all-rounder, an over-achiever. from sports, athletics to martial arts, public-speaking, music, poetry, arts, academics – she excels in everything. she is a valedictorian – i mean, she’s everything! how can you not admire and have respect for a person like that?

if i were in her shoes, i would belasah the husband cukup-cukup bcos she can… jangan main-main….

so, to my dear friend, my heart goes out to you. i know i can never understand your pain, but be strong, leave everything to GOD. Maybe there’s a blessing in disguise. and here’s a song specially for you!

Just shout to the world, So What???!!! I’m A Rock Star!!!

Na Na Na Na Na Na Na
Na Na Na Na Na Na
Na Na Na Na Na Na Na
Na Na Na Na Na Na

I guess i just lost my husband
I don’t know where he went
So i’m gonna drink my money
I’m not gonna pay his rent (Nope)
I got a brand new attitude
And i’m gonna wear it tonight
I wanna get in trouble
I wanna start a fight

Na Na Na Na Na Na Na
I wanna start a fight
Na Na Na Na Na Na Na
I wanna start a fight

So so what?
I’m still a rock star
I got my rock moves
And i don’t need you
And guess what
I’m having more fun
And now that we’re done
I’m gonna show you tonight
I’m alright, I’m just fine
And you’re a tool
So so what?
I am a rockstar
I got my rock moves
And i don’t want you tonight

Uh, check my flow, uh

The waiter just took my table
And gave to Jessica Simp- Shit!
I guess i’ll go sit with drum boy
At least he’ll know how to hit
What if this song’s on the radio
Then somebody’s gonna die
I’m gonna get in trouble
My ex will start a fight

Na Na Na Na Na Na Na
He’s gonna start a fight
Na Na Na Na Na Na Na
We’re all gonna get in a fight!

So so what?
I’m still a rock star
I got my rock moves
And i don’t need you
And guess what
I’m having more fun
And now that we’re done
I’m gonna show you tonight
I’m alright, I’m just fine
And you’re a tool
So so what?
I am a rock star
I got my rock moves
And i don’t want you tonight

You weren’t there
You never were
You weren’t all
But thats not fair
I gave you life
I gave my all
You weren’t there
You let me fall

So so what?
I’m still a rock star
I got my rock moves
And i don’t need you
And guess what
I’m having more fun
And now that we’re done (we’re done)
I’m gonna show you tonight
I’m alright(I’m alright),I’m just fine (I’m just fine)
And you’re a tool
So so what?
I am a rock star
I got my rock moves
And i don’t want you tonight

No No, No No
I Don’t want you tonight
You weren’t there
I’m gonna show you tonight
I’m alright, I’m just fine
And you’re a tool
So so what?
I am a rock star
I got my rock moves
And i don’t want you tonight

Ba da da da da da


Ppl said women are so complicated, so difficult to understand. I think all human beings are equally complicated.

And to my friend again, if u think i got the story wrong, do let me know, i’ll kindly take this off my blog – but the song stays coz i like it.

P!nk Rocks!!

You are not alone

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i haven’t blog for a while – not because i don’t have anything interesting to blog about – i do, i do have a lot of exciting things i’d like to tell the whole world, like :-

  • My trip to Macau, Hongkong & Shenzen
  • DIY : How to renew your maid helper’s work pass?
  • Updates on my son, Xavier
  • about cloth-diapering
  • about my new hobby
  • about 1 Borneo
  • about my favourite TV Series
  • etc


i’m busy.

i need to complete a BIG system for HR dept, which is not that complex but i find it hard coz i’m trying to program it in php – which has been around for ages now but still something very new to me. well, i can program a simple web-based application with it, it’s not that i’m totally blank about that lang but this project i’m currently working on is nothing "simple". so, good luck to me.

for the past few days/weeks, i’ve been working quite very hard on the system but… today, i just feel like i need a one day break. spent the day bloghopping – i know my immediate boss & my BIG boss wouldn’t be happy reading this. i’m pretty sure they read my blog too. i wouldn’t be too happy either if i know they (the bosses) are reading my blog during office hour instead of doing what they should be doing.

and speaking of bloghopping, i found a few more blogs written by ppl from my workplace. that reminds me (again) that i’m not alone anymore…  and that i should be more careful with whatever i wrote. no more kutuk-ing anybody superior, no more bad-mouthing anybody or anything related to my workplace… which actually make it all the more difficult to blog regularly – i mean, who would want to read about your children every day? who would want to visit a blog that only post youtube videos & song lyrics? and since i’m not a cloth diaper seller, i do not see the point of blogging about cloth diapers every day. and i dont like blogging about current issues when hundreds of others are blogging about the same thing, e.g fuel price hike. and i’m pretty sure ppl do not like an "About Me" entry posted every day. i guess i might as well stop blogging at all, revert back to a hand-written journal, y’know, cute little (thick) diary with a little cute padlock.

anywayyyy…. on a different note, just to make you jealous, here are my current TV Series Collection:-

  • Complete Grey’s Anatomy Season 1 – Season 4 (Including Extras)
  • Complete Desperate Housewives Season 1 – Season 4 (Including un-aired Pilot)
  • Complete Heroes Season 1 & 2
  • Complete Gossip Girl Season 1
  • Complete Friends Season 1 – Season 10 (Including Extras)
  • Complete C.S.I Season 1 – Season 8
  • Coming soon : Complete Sex & The City Season 1 – Season 6

i love the internet. blessed are those who invented the internet!

and i really shouldn’t be blogging during office hour!